stuck on you

Been awhile since I saw your sweet smile ..
Been awhile since I had a conversation with you ..
I want to talked to you but I cant ..
I’ll tend to forget what I’m trying to tell ..
I'm too scared and suddenly you when away ..
You are so far away and I can’t get close to you ..
I will just watching you from far ..
Knowing that you are doing fine without me ..
Knowing that you are enjoying your life over there ..
I’ll be smiling all the time..
Its hard but I just don’t know what else to do ..
To let you know that I care ..
And at the end,
I’m stuck because of you ..

 Jeju
August, 2010.